Please Pray for me , i really need help.

hi,

first time posting on this sub.

but i am in college , and applied for my radiology program. it is really hard and they only select few people .

i did not get in. I have been taking classes for 2 years straight for this program .

i know my problem doesn’t sound big, i just checked other posts and people are in greater need, but i have been SOBBING for the past few days .

my depression has been getting worse, i was even thinking of self harming again .

i feel like a failure , and i feel like God isn’t on my side (forgive me ) i don’t know why i am feeling this way.

i know there are bigger problems right now, i apologize

but i am really really sad , im so sad . I just want someone to pray for me .

thank you