Prayer

Pray that I become more and more of an open cup to Gods word and put my emotions aside. Specifically with Gods love for our free will. I say that because the whole saying of “He loves us so much, that he gave us the choice to follow him.”. It’s sounds very good but I also think that look at the result if we DONT love him? Hell for all eternity. I love God, I’m just struggling with feeling that his love is a strong arm type love. I want that to change but it sometimes feels like I’m “Faking it till I make it”.