The blasphemy I committed when I was 14.

Hey Everyone, my name’s Jack and I am here to confess about an unintentional Blasphemy I commited when I was young. Please guide me. I Recently started to put all my faith in Jesus Christ and became religious. I read The Bible daily, repent for every sin I commit or committed and pray to Christ everyday. The more I read The Bible, the more I realize how much I need Christ in my life. When I was 14, I was with my friend’s hanging out and they started making fun of Christ, I was not religious at all when I was 14 and they were a year or two bigger than me. I started mocking Christ and his works just to blend in with the group without knowing what the consequences would be. I am 15 now and I stopped hanging out with that group. Many things happened which made me way more mature than I am supposed to be in a year and made me realize how miserable I was without Christ. Whenever I Pray, I always break down in tears repenting. I have no friend’s at school now since they were the only group I used to hang out with but I felt like it was the right thing to do for making a relationship with Jesus. I stopped doing all my bad habits which lead me to sin against Christ. But I recently discovered that if someone mocks the Holy Spirit or their works, they cannot be forgiven. No matter how much I repent and pray, It always feels like that I have messed up somewhere. I didn’t intentionally mocked Christ and his works and I truly regret for every words I’ve spoken about that. I would really appreciate if anyone could help me. Have a blessed day.