I don’t like being a woman

I’m feeling really depressed right now and have been for a long, long time about my gender. Since middle school and I am now 20. I am so unhappy and hate my body. It all started when I began to truly read the Bible in its entirety and ever since then I’ve felt very small and insignificant because I’m a girl.

Honestly my best hope is to live far away somewhere where I can be alone and unbothered. I don’t want to be anyone’s wife I don’t want to be touched and soiled by a man ever.

Why didn’t God love me enough to make me a man?