I made my Mom a lot of money but now I want to be estranged from her

I know this post is probably more suitable for offmychest, but I need advice from believers just like me.

For the context, I just turned 30 this year and still studying Medicine, my Uncle finances my education and my Mom sends me allowance for living expenses. I live in the Philippines. My Dad is out of the picture since he already passed.

Being in my 30 and still dependent on my Mom is a gut punch for me and she doesn’t really support my dream because Medicine is a long journey, however she felt oblige to support me which I’m very thankful. I know it’s taking a toll on her financially as she only works at Walmart with very little salary. So 2 months ago, I suggested that I could trade stocks for her, so it will give her extra income aside from her day job and she could just get my allowance from the profit from my trading. Having a knowledge in trading stocks (I was a part time trader before Medschool), I am confident I can work my way from $1,000 which my Mom’s initial investment. Take note that the broker account is all under my Mom’s name and associated to her bank, I only manage the trades but I can’t withdraw money from it without her knowing also, every time I log in, she knows because the OTP prompts to her phone and she gives me the OTP.

To cut the story short, I made her a lot of money from $1,000 and now the account has gained $30k ++++ profits in two months I trade for her. Needless to say my Mom was very ecstatic praising me that I am her gifted daughter blah blah blah.

Then last week, I asked her money $200 to visit province, my hometown, cause I live and study in the city. That’s where her tone changed. She said hurtful things to me how am I “abusing” her cause I’m still dependent on her, I told her that it was only $200 and she can get it from the stocks profits I MADE. She then proceeded to gaslight me more. She didn’t send me the money. I am so enraged that I wanted to cut her off, and not talk to her for a long time so she’d know that she hurt me. I don’t know what to do, I am overthinking that maybe I should just quit medschool and just work so I don’t have to depend on anybody. I feel so lost. I keep on praying about my relationship with my Mom cause this is not the first time she gaslighted me. I feel like we’re only on the good terms if I’m making her money but when I need it, she despises me like I’m a leper. As a Christian, God said that Love is the fulfillment of God’s law. How can I love my Mom unconditionally if she keeps on treating me like crap and using me?